29 Dicember 2009

5 days left 2 strt my life as a form3 student. waa. nk nages! pmr ta0n dpan. byk dugaan && cbaran serta rintngn. hurm, hrap dpt bwat yg terbaek.
next year ;
NO NOVEL
NO TV,
MEESSAGE SOMETIMES,
MUSIC ALSO SOMETIMES,

STUDY?? OF COURSE SMART

sedihnye!!

ayim ad g kem ap ntah. ble mlam dye da balek n da tido da pon, ak bkak la file dye nih. tibetibe terjumpe plak 1 story nih. ble bace,,,,, meleleh air mateku ni. very touching r. jap2. nk tg0k phuh klik tw!!

mcm mimpi jerk!

rindu kt ta0n 2009 ni. skjap je dye nk prgi tlkn kte. mcam2 kngn yg ad kt dye. rndu kt hostelite aspuri yg ta0n dpan da xde. bkp 09; "i will miss u all!". pd ta0n ni jgak dye mle knal ak. tp dye prgi awal sket. skjap je kte dpt brsame. for my classmate 2 arif. sronok dpt klas dgn u all. ak sdar ak bkn pnolong yg baek sgt. kadangkadang ak ni asyik tdo je kan?? hihi. bese lah hobi ak tuh. ustazah n ustaz yg da ajar sye, thnks bk2. tnpe u all sye xkn brjaye, wlaupun skrg xbrape cmrlg.

cukup mrapu keyh!!
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just nk st0ry kt sini, smalam xbley tdo. tgah men laptop mmg da mle ngantok. tp ble da off laptop tibetibe xbley tdo plak. tibe2 nanges ble igt kngan ta0n nih. sebak, geram, hepi, sdeyh, and smua la. pas2 msej r nani. luahkn smua prkare kt dye, n mntk maaf kt dye 4 all my mistakes. knp msej dye?? sbb ak tw dye sorg je yg blom tdo saat i2. lgpun mxis xde kedit, so gne clc0m je. lpas da muhasabah dri n igt2 blek ap yg ak da lkukn spnjg tahun 2009 nih ak pun decided utk td0.

jengjengjeng!!

tyme tdo ak pn brmimpi. mimpi ame bujal, syatol, ili, n hafiz adnan also my siblings la. hafiz da ensem tyme 2, xtw skrg mke mcam ne?? plek plak knp mmpi ex2 sktn except ili la.mcmni cter dye. pd suatu hari yg indah(cehceh), ak br bg0n tdo n tros ke along pnye kete kt luar. tbe2 nmpk hafiz msok umah ili. ak tw yg dye nk g tuisyen kt umah cg anwarsadat. hrm. yg pliknye cmne ili bley biarkn hafiz ms0k umah dye walhal d0rg xknal pun. then mcmne ntah ak bley tbe2 blek dr jogging tros g umah ili utk dptkn kpastian. ble ak ms0k ak nmpk ame bujal br trun dr tngge. ms0k dp0r plak nmpk syazatol. plek2 je. ak tnye ili, mcmne dorg ad kt sini. ili kte ili xtw. dorg men ms0k je. mntg2 makbpak dye xde kt umah. ak br nk g tnye hafiz tbetbe............


adek sdare ak yg bg0n awl dr ak g kj0t ak bg0n tdo. aishh. pot0ng steambot bt0lla. tp ak bwat bod0 je ble dye kj0t. ak mgalah jgak akhirnye, ak ajk dye td0 blek kt sblah ak. then dlm pkul 9 lbey br bgon. lpas sarapan uncle ak nk g keje jp. lpas dye blah ak smbong td0 blek. ak mmpi lg. g skola mngh pndn indh nk cri sape ntah( ak da lpe plak). tyme prgi ak jmpe amir muzaffar n faiz zarif. ak tnye ap dorg bwat kt sni, dorg ckap sje dtg. then ak tr0s la msok skola 2. tp act skola 2 plek sgt, sbb trlalu byk bkit n tngge dye mcam kt dlam kem 'ala yg kne trun slow2 2'. ak da lah pnakot. dak pompuan yg dpan ak nih hmpir trjatoh. ak pun tkot nk trun, tibak ad seorg ustaz nih tlong. ak trun dgn slamatnye. then ak g blek guru nk cr apemende ntah. rpe2nye ustaz 2 jhat. dye ros tgkp ak n bwk ak g mne ntah. sket doe. ak jerit2 ad org dgr n tr0s tgkp ustaz 2. ak plek. dlam mmpi tuh ad rmai cg kt situ, tp dorg wat bod0 je dgr ak jrit. gram btol. yg tlong ak 2 pun seorg student. hish. plek2 je. da la. hope mlam ni xmmpi yg bkan2 lg..

god bless!!

salam

hang0ut!!

times square ; 23 NOVEMBER

entahla

ak xtw knp semenjak 2menjak 3menjak ni ak jd lbey sensitif. ak xbley trime smua tuh. terlalu berat sgt. hrm. dn knp ak tibetibe rse laen mcam. &%*@$%#. omg, ap yg ak da bwat ni?? npe ak sgguh berat nk hadapi smua ni?? knp ak da xskuat dulu?? knpknp?? ak hrap, lpas ni ak dpat lpekn smua msalah ni. hrm..

perrhhh!!

lega glegle. exam da abes mggu lpas. borink gle dok asrama&&skola tahap ba**. asyik tido.lpas 2 kne tggu result. bapak la takowt. ap la akn jadi. gerenti dye dpat pcut ak. sbb byk rsult dye yg da tnggi dr ak. ak rse ak da try strugglestruggle gile maut la, tp, dye still mngatasi. nk bwat mcam ne, salah ak jgak. byk maenmaen. skrg br ad 5A n 1B. bpak la sedey. bru igt nk straight. tp, xde harapan lah. tnggl bi, pai n sej je. xtaw la ap jd dgn sej ak 2. mmg hncur gle argh.. ak pelik, ak rse xdela susah mne, tp, ble dpat rsult, HANCURRR!!! tp, ap bley bwat. as long as ak blajar. 2 kate mama. da la. st0p talking ab0ut EXAM.

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CUTI nk dtg. yeah!! nk g jln2, nk lpak, nk td0, nk mkan, nk tgok korean, nk mcammcam larh. da la ta0n dpan praturan h0stel da KETAT. rse mcam xnk dok situh je. da la ta0n dpan PMR. klau dorg push kte0rg sgt, result kteorg maybe akn tr0k. ye la, study xbley dpakse2 dn lme2. mau xpecah kpale otak ak yg kcik ni. ish2. nk pndh la nnti. tp, xnk tgglkn mmbe n kngn manis ak diSITU. tp, dlm mse yg sme kt situ jgak byk kenangan PAHIT yg ak nk tgglkn jauhJAUH!! ta0n dpan ak still brkhdmat sbgai pgawas. n rmai la jgk pgwas br dlntik. tp, YA ALLAH!! knp dye jd pgawas??? xlyak lgsg. bkn niat nk merndhkn org dn mnggikn diri. tp, itulah hakikatnye. da la musuh ak. ish2. xtw la ap nk jd lpas ni. pas2 tbetbe rpat dgn mmbe baru. apsal dye xbley tgok ak id0p aman dn bhgie?? lntk dye la. yg pntg ak xkcau hidup dye.

raye!!

knp ea?? rye ta0n nih mcam xbesh sgtt!! knp?? enthla. xtaw nk ckp cmne.. tp, mmg xbesh la. blek kg 2 hari 1 mlam. lpas2 duk rumah. xbwat pape plak 2. kne lkukn keje umah balek.. kne lipat, jmur, basuh n gosok kain. ap je yg ak bley bwat?? klau tnye korg, msti korg ckap cmni ;

1. Study??
ayoyo. ni kan cuti, lgpun rye. xkan nk kne study kot. lgpon klau blaja pn bknnye bley ms0k dlm kpale otak ak yg xbrape nk luas nih.. stakat bwat math tu ok lah.tp, yg sjrh geog dll 2 xbley kot..

2. Raye umah org??
rmah spe?? membe rmai yg kt kg lg. klau sbtu ni bley la g umah adiez. jiran?? ak bknnye rpat sgt dgn dorg. klau nk g umah kezen plak msti kne pegi dgn mama. skrg mama keje. nk pegi mcmner.. so cme bley lyan org yg dtg umah ak je larhh..

3. Internet
komputer ad 1. laptop 1. besenyer ayim n abg akn lwan douta, cs and garena. so, dorg yg akn pkai komp tuh. along msti nk on9 fb dye gne laptop dye. ak bley maen klau komp xde org yg nk men. itu pun klau ayah xsuruh bwat paper!!

PeruBahaN

MENGALAH!! yes, itu yg ak nk lkukan.. da pnat la.. biar ak je yg brubah.. korg mmg perfect.. tp, ap yg ak arap cme satu je.. lpas ak da brubah ni, tlg jgn kutok ak lg. ak brsedia tuk maafkn smua ksalahan korg. dn ak jge brhrp agr korg akn maafkn ak, klau care ak lpaskn geram kt korg bwat korg terase. cme satu ke ak nk ckap. ak ni prmpuan. mmg senstive sket.arap korg bljr dr ap yg korg da bwat pd ak nih.ak mntk tlg jgn bwat kt bdak pompuan yg len k. biar ak n mai the first n last. psal prubahan ak tuh, maybe ak xbley bwat trlalu mndadak. tp, ak cbe ok. ble ak pikir2 balek ap yg korg ckap psal ak tuh, mmg bt0l.. n ak ngaku ad jgak slah ak. ak trime ap yg korg clap sume tu sbgai nasihat n tgurn dr seorg yg bername kawan.. lpas ni maybe ak da xckap dgn korg. tp, klau ak trlpas ckap jgak, tlong igtkn yg ak nk brubah. sori klau da xdpat ajr korang Bahasa Arab Muzakirat lg. rmai lg yg lbey pndai dr ak. sebnrnye ak xske nk marah/berdendam/bencibenci kt org. tp, smpai suatu mse ak da xbley sbar. n ble ak mrah ak akn ckp bnde yg korg xkn sgke ak akn ckap. so, klau ak marah, ak lg ske nanges. at least klau ak pndm sndiri, xkn ad org yg terase, n ak xdpat dosa. mmg ak ngaku ak nges ble dgr ap yg membe ak cter. i mean ap yg korg ckap psal ak. lastly, sori 4 everything ok. ak juz nk psan yg hati perempuan ni sgt lmbut walau skasar mne dye. so, lpas ni jgn la bwat org yg brnme prmpuan mcam ni lg. dorg akn mnangis n akn buat sesuatu yg dluar jgkaan korg nnti.

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*notes; dipetik dr lgu selalu mengalah
by seventeen..

SOGO

sabtu lpas, ak, n family serta sepupu sepapat g SOGO.
koz tyme 2 member sale. so klau nk msok 2, kne tnjuk kad.
mmg byk gle bju argh. da lah murah nk mmpoSs.
kteorg smpai dlam kul 11.30 owt. kteorg cari bju ayim
(adek ak lah) dulu. nk bratur bayar BAPAK PANJANG
gler. lpas 2 g tgok cadar n comforter utk mcik ak.
dye nk kawen, so bli cadar lah. lpas bayar, dorg g solat.
ak kne jge brg. so, ak kne bersila jp dkat tpi2 dinding. mcam
*pengemis la katekn. tp, rmai yg bwat mcam tuh. bkan
ak sorang jerr. hehe. tyme ak duduk 2, ak bce la novel.
xdela buang mse mcam 2 je. tgh ak syioksyiok bce,
tetibe ad sorg dak laki dlm 5-7 ta0n kot, larilari
smbil nangesnanges. ak tkj0t la. ak usha je dye. rpe2nye
dye nanges sbab xjmpe mak dye, atau terpisah la dr
mak dye. ksian ak tg0k dye. nk tlg, tp xtaw mcam mner.
slpas 30 mnit ak duduk kt situh, tetibe mak bdak 2 dtg.
dye lariiii kt mak dye, pas2 dye PELUK mak dye 2.
ak yg tg0k pn rse lega. xdela sedey lg bdak 2. then, mama
smpai. mama ajk g bli bju akuh. hehe. 3 pasang tuh.. satu je sluar.
2pun hrge smuenye mncecah RM150. gle argh. budget 100 je.
em. lpas bayar, g kt kereta. tyme 2 da pkul 6.30 da.
bapak lme kteorg shopping. tp, duk dlm 2 xterase lme
pn. smpai2 rumah lg 5minit nk azan. fuhhh!! slamat smpt
brbuke. ak yg over. padahal ak x*****. haha.

Boys Like Girls - Love Drunk

The top down in the summer sun
The day we met was like a hit an run
An I still taste it on my tongue
The sky was burning up like fireworks
You made me want you oh so bad it hurt
But girl, in case you haven’t heard

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Hot sweat and blurry eyes
We’re spinning on a roller coaster ride
The world stuck in black and white
You drove me crazy every time we touched
But now I’m so broken that I can’t get up
Oh girl, you make me such a lush

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now its just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

All the time I wasted on you
All the bullshit you put me through
Checking into rehab is everything that we had
Didn’t mean a thing to you

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
I’ll love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it’s just a bar fight
So don’t call me crying
Say hello to goodbye

Cause Just one thing would make me say
I used to be love drunk
But now I’m hungover
Ill love you forever
But now it’s over

Now it’s over
I still taste it on my tongue

* GEMPAKK gler lgu nih..
nest gle nk mati lahh!!

it's over!!

it is the end of my story.
we're GIVE UP
because of ;
- hostelilte's Girls && Boys
- the "tingky wingky"
- the gediks boy (AIMAN)
- and I don't know lahh!!


but i love him so much!!
as a brother lahh
now, we just friends.
no more sis an bro :((

Thinking Of You

beshh!!

sayangg kt ADEK. sori la klau akk mnyusahkn adek. mahal sgt la brg yg adek bg akak 2!! n akk ske sgt tgok adek senyum. kiutmiutkiutmiut muka adek. hihi.

SHAHIFA DAMIA kembali bersatu lah!!
"Kini dengarkanlah
Dendangan lagu tanda ingatanku
Kepadamu teman
Moga ikatan kita kan bersimpul padu

Kenangan bersamamu
Takkan ku lupa
Walau badai datang melanda
Walau bercerai jasad dan nyawa..."

SayangggMEREKA

Siti Nur Aishah Izzati - My truly BESTFRIEND. good hearing and looking!!

Hanani - kawan belajarr yg besh!!
Faiqah Amni - Twistiesmu sentiase diknang
Fara Husna - Pembimbing rakanmu.
Ili Athirah Hanis - si KECHIK yg tkot serangga!!
Farah - kekabutanmu buatku TERGELAK
Aisyah - larianmu, K>Amu, suara kuatmu xpernah hilang
Asmatun Mardhiah - OTAI memberkuh
Adiez Sapura - blurrrr + BOBOY
Siti Maisharah - ketua form yg mmg x tegas n kawan yg bwat ak gelak.
Anis Izzaty - ibu yg xmeced lngsung
Nurain Zalikha - touchingtouching itulah krjamu

Zubaidy - membe jgak!! haha. jge kechik leklok aw.
ADEK - sayangg adek
Hasfirul - adikku yg sukeee SENYUM
Imanina - pengganggu utama time prep, cerita xhenti
bdak 3.3a - best dorm dgn u all.
2 arif - klass yang paling gempak
Diyana Fira Zati - membe yg kecoh la jgak


* to all my friends ; sori nme korang xde.. tp korang ttp dihatiku.

ujian&&dugaan

bulan REJAB a.k.a JULAI mmg byk dgaan.

mmg asyik nanges je. mcam2 msalah ad.
ad hepi, ad gak yg sdey. tp, major sdey la. psl
asrama, skola, membe, family, kelas. n org skeliling &
macamacam ag arh. ak juz tempuh je.
mmg berat, tp, xbley nk salahkn sesaper!!
psl adek* plak ; mmg tkjut ble dtengking mcam tuh.
rse mcm nk nanges je.** tp, ble dye mntk maaf, tpkse
maafkn je. sbb xsmpai ati tgk dye pujukpujuk.
tp, ak mmg xkn lpe smpai bleble laki yg
prnah menengking ak. walaupn hanye dlam msj!!


*adek angkat suda!!
**mmg nanges pown :(((




p/s; memberkuh, SHAHIFA DAMIA

CutiDatangLagi

hahahaha. sukanye ak. cuti lg. tp sblum cuti ak periksa.
bleyla buat.tp ssah sket la. yg cuaknye nk tnggu rsult ni. part
ni mmang payah sket. hope la result ak tuGEMPAQQ.
hehe. cuti ni seronok sbab ak bley pgang phne. bley msj
banyakbanyak.bley online slaloo. bley hangout. sbab cuti
blan 8 nnti da start PUASA. so, kte enjoy cuti
kali ni. ok x??

pngalamanstakatMAC2009!!

thn ni mmg byk pengalaman utk ak. pengalaman ap?? mcm2 la.
smpai xmuat la klau nk tulis kt sini. ad yg manis ad yg pahit. dr
pengalamn tuh ak bljr mcm2 prkara. tp!! pelikkn. blom smpai ujung
thn lg. klau da smpai ujung thn, mmg beriburibu la pnglamn ak.
smuanya ak tw. msti ad hikmah knp jd begini. ak kongsi sket pngalaman
yg ak ad. ak ad pengalaman mcmne diri disayangi, menyayangi org len,
ditinggalkn, dipulaukan, dikutuk, difitnah dn lainlainlagi.

p/s ; just 4 display. (tyme g cameron highland)

thnksverynuchsayaanng!!

sayang korang. thnks banyakbanyakbanyak taw. actually, xpena pn orang bwat
mcm 2 kt kte. korg the first. even, family kte pn xpena bwat suprise mcm tuh.
xtaw nk ckap ap time tuh. mmg hepihepi++terharuterharu gila la.

to amirah n iena ; thnks banyak pasal coklat n kek tuh. korang mmg baek gler.

to najwa ; trimas sbb bg kteorg dtg rumah awk n sbb bg kad tuh.

to aishah ; thnks sbb bg tumpang kereta, buku nota 2 dn sbb sudi menganggap

kte sebagai best friend awk.

sayang korang semua. bff forever.

cameron highlands

sungguh!! aku xpernah rase sjuk gler mcm nih. smpai demam la.
mcik kte kckp kte xleh g london. sbb kt cameron pn xley thn sjuk.
wakaka. tp, ad la niat d'hati nk g blajar kt sana. em.
berangan je ak nih. anyway kt sana mmg besh gler.

alway miss that moment.