kekecewaan

jgn jd ego sgt, sbb satu hari nnti ko akn twu cmne ego ue bley msnhkn hdup ko..
mmg ak ngaku ak ad trase dgn ko. trase dgn klakuan ko, trase lah..
tp xsmua mnusia perfect an.. ak twu.. sumtime ko pn xsdar ap yg ko bwat ue..

mmg r ko bgtwu mai dlu num ko,, tp ko ttap blakgkn ak n mmbe yg len.. maybe ko nk wt surprise, tp slah ke klau wt srprise kt mmbe dlu. ko ckp dgn org ue yg ko smgt nk kcau mmbe laz week tp num ktorg t'tggl kt hostel. ap slhnye mntak num ktorg kt maisha, n kcau mggu ue jgak.. utlk pgtahuan ko, ak n pekqa skali lh kcewa ble dgr ko mntak kt mai num 5 org tyme kte on the way blek mggu lpas. ktorg xdgr pn ko mntk kt mai num mmbe.. tyme ue KECEWA sgt twu x,, cbe ko kt tmpt ak n pekqa, ap ko rse?? ko blas gne num mxis ko n tpkse tnye dorg ue spe?mmg ak xbrape nk lyan ko dis week, sbb ak trlalu kecewa dgn sikap kau.

second yg ak kecewa psal ko wish bday... knp tyme bday ak, n membe len ko xwish, tp ko wish org len,, msti r gram,, ko ckp nk jge ego dgn ktowg, tp dgn dye ko jtuh an ego ue.. dn prnh jgak ko ckp cmni " ak bngge o, ak je x wish dye ag(mmbe sape2 je r)" so ble tyme ak tnye dye spe je yg wish dye , dye ad sbut nme ko, n ak trkjot sgt.. maybe alasn ko sbb ko trauma dgn ap yg ktowg da bwat tyme bday ko.. cm2 r ktorg gram ble twu sal num ko ni. tp bday mmbe yg lpas bday ko cme adiez, mai n fara hus je an.. yg sblum bday ko ue, knp ko xwish?? ktorg mmg brtujuan wt surprise ue utk bg ko hepi, sdgkn ad je org len yg lg trok kne dgn mmbe dowang, mmg r dorg mara mle2, tp ad rse hepi sbab mmbe igt n sggup wt cmtu.. ak xpenah rse dSURPRISE oleh mmbe sbab smua bday ak tyme ue kte blek kg.. ak teringin sgt. tp, ko mcm xprnh appreciate ap yg ktowg buat.. n ko ad ckap yg ko yg mntk maaf dlu kt mmbe psal bday ko ue.. ko xrse ke kdg2 ap yg ko buat ue ad slah?? mmg mmbe slah sbb mmbe sorokkan brus gigi ko, pad ko, n bnde2 yg pntg bg kau.. tp. ko xrse ke ko trlalu kjam bwat anis, n fara cm ue(tarik rmbut n cubit) smpai mcm ue skali. pas2 ko nk ckp yg ko kne mntk maaf dlu.. ktorg pn ad mntk maaf gk an sbb wt cm 2 kt ko.. tp ak rase klau mntk maaf kau 2 xikhlas atau pksaan dr org, xpyah la mntak maaf.. n stahu ak 2 r first tyme ak dgr ko mntk maaf.. 2 pn bkan dpan2. mmg, kdg2 ak ad gk story ap2 yg ak bngang kt u***.. 2 tjuan mlpaskn gram.. tp dye xpnah pn nk sokong cme dye ckap dlm prshbtn mmg ad pahit mnis cm ue.. n ak accept sbb kdg2 ak pkir ak pn ad je wt korg bngang n mara.. ad je klakuan ak yg korg x puas aty.. sbb ak pn mnusia..

come on r, jgn r trus mcm nih.. tlong r pkir jgak slah ko.. mmg ktorg on ad slah gk, n ktorg bley ngaku.. tp ssah sgt ke ko nk ngaku slah ko.. maybe ko trlalu ego utk mgaku kslhn ko kt mmbe, tp jgn r ego mngaku kslhn ko kt dirimko sndiri.. n ko tlong r lhirkn rse brslah kt mmbe.. jge kt dri ko sndiri.. smua org xnk mmbe brpcah.. tp xnk jge mmbe brgado.. ak twu ko bley pkir mne yg buruk n mne yg baek.. so pki2kn ar.. ak ulg skli lg.. ak pn xperfect jgak tw.. mmg ak ngaku ak ad je byk bwat ko bnganag an?? tp smua org xprnh sdar ble dye da lakukn ksilapn.

hope ko maafkn r klau ap yg ak ckap ni ad mngguriskn hati ko.. mmg ak sgt2 hrap ko dpt trime ap yg ak ckp smua nih n arap ko dpt pkirkn dn cbe mngaku kslahn dri sndiri..